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idk what we’re all calling the concept of fiddlestan working together but i’m calling my version the portal partners AU 🙏🏼
#gave it a name bc i was kinda tired of calling it the Fidds and Stan Work Together on the Portal AU#it’s called portal partners bc they’re partners in fixing the portal partners in running the shack AND partners in life#ik i’m not the only one to think of an au where they start working together after ford goes missing#but i don’t see a lot of people really showing the older version of them ? i don’t think ?#like i’ve seen canon older fiddlestan but not older fiddlestan after working together for 30 years ? idk#also figured fidds would look different in a world where he doesn’t lose his mind in his 30s#🤷🏻♂️#gay old men#yay#stan looks and acts the same btw he just happens to also have a very longterm bf to be gay with#gravity falls took place before gay marriage was legal (jesus christ that’s crazy to think about) so that’s why i say very longterm bf#(this means ford would be back in time to attend their wedding tho so. best man ford real. fidd & ford may be sort-of-exes but it’s fine)#gravity falls#gravity falls au#fiddlestan#also… petition to start calling fiddlestan fiddley#bc fiddle(ford) + (stan)ley …. fiddley… u see the vision????#fiddley#🙂↕️🙏🏼#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#gravity falls fanart#idk man i’m gonna tag the au too ig#portal partners au#gravity falls portal partners au#???#my art#(i guess? used a fidds base then redrew it with my changes so idk)#rystiart#sorry if someone’s done smthn similar bc i feel like this idea of them working together is pretty popular maybe 😭
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Hi Shima!! How are you?
Hi anon!! I’m tired but good c: I recently got back from a camping trip which is why I’ve been kinda MIA, surprisingly enough we did have service up in the mountains so that was nice!
I got some nice scenery pictures!
Still can’t believe I got that shot of the rainbow, it drizzled a little right after we set up camp and then the sun came out and it was just 👌
Also I had no idea my phone was capable of taking actually decent pictures of the stars, but yeah they were SO clear and so gorgeous, we could see a bit of the Milky Way 🥺
Got a really clear shot of the Big Dipper too!
And on the last day (Tuesday) we went to a wolf reserve and actually got to go into their enclosure and pet them, which was the best thing ever. I got legitimate wolf kisses!!!
(Hiding my face bc I’m shy but YEAH SHE LICKED MY FACE 😭)
We got back Tuesday afternoon but I was just so wiped that I went straight to bed. I took today off of work too bc I’m still recovering but I’ll be going back tomorrow :’)
Thanks for checking in on me <3
#Shima answers questions#I’m still very tired but I cannot take off another day of work RIP#It was a lot of fun! A bit stressful since I didn’t get much sleep but still fun#I just don’t sleep very well outside my own bed#So I got no sleep whatsoever the first night#Managed to get some the second and third tho which was good#But yeah I’ve had like. No energy to do anything other than lurk online most of the day LOL#Also the wolf that licked my face also nibbled on me a little. Hehe. She chomped on my lower face a bit#My friends were like YOU GOT BIT!! AND KISSED!!!#Me: This is the best day of my life#Loved getting to meet the wolves and pet them 😭
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my fuck buddy (also my bff) are gonna meet this wednesday :)))
i’ve annoyed him a lot these past few days and he has been going on about how he’s pissed and just waiting to see me so he can “put me in my place” and “keep up with that attitude and ur in tonnes of trouble” ahahaaha and im continuing to be a brat bc its so fun riling him upp 🤭🤭🤭
i can only imagine what will happen when i go to his place on wednesday… he’d open the door and i’d be standing there with a cheeky grin, and then he’d just wait till i get to his room when he throws me on the bed, if not drag me from the door in the first place lol
#i have the MOST fun during wrestling / fighting#i can’t wait lol#gonna try my best to fight him off#give it my all#its fun bc even then#he’ll get a hold of me easily#as i eventually get too tired#he’s so rough#he’s gonna throw me around and manhandle me like a doll 🫣#and im pretty sure im getting my face slapped tonnes 😭😭#i really have pissed him off a lot lol he’s not going to be very nice
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*Proudly holds up drawing like that one scene in The Lion King* THIS IS MY WELCOME HOME OC!! 🗣️🗣️🗣️
His name is Andy Anderson. He is an elf and really likes space! He is also Eddie’s best friend ^^
He’s very energetic and rambuncious, but is still really sweet:) In the show, he would teach the kids watching about how space works and how big the universe is! :D A little running joke with him is that he’s pretty scared of Sally because since stars are made of burning gas and are really hot, he always put on a gas mask before interacting with her✨
He’s REALLY scared of Home. Rightfully so in my opinion. Especially after the Homewarming party! It scaring Eddie only lowered his impression of it😤
I’m probably gonna post more information about him once I decide on his quote, house design, bio, ect. 😗
#welcome home#welcome home oc#oc#beginner artist#my art#eddie dear#sally starlet#original character#He gets angry if anyone says the common childhood beleif of the moon being made out of cheese#I had to bust out the glow in the dark space stickers for THIS one💯#I didn’t wanna shade today#It’s just gotten so hot over here recently so that makes me tired#My fan was blowing paper everywhere😭#UK weather is arse cheeks#Him and Julie have a sibling relationship#I like to think that Frank sometimes calls him his “best friend in law”#Andy doesn’t like Sally very much#They have a rivalry#I HATE COLOURING SALLY’S SHIRT SO MUCH👹😤😭#I gave Sally some hair cos when I sketched her bald she looked really weird#too many tags?#I just like to have little conversations with myself in the tags
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hey nico, saw your post re mental health/relapse, just wanna say I get the feeling and I know everything sucks atm, but recovery isn't linear, you're doing your best with what you can and you'll get bright days again. And even if you don't believe me rn, you do deserve those bright days, and good things <3 (No need to reply to this btw, just wanted to send this and let you know I'm here if you ever need someone to talk to!) - @forty-lou
thank you so much lou 🩵🩵 you're right yeah recovery isn't linear and i know this most of the time but i do lose sight of it when i'm feeling so worked up and emotionally exhausted so. thanks for the reminder 😭💙
#really does suck rn aaargh but. i will feel better#then i will feel worse again 😭 and better again. it's a bit of a roller coaster#which is sadly uh very tiring..#but i do my best i guess yeah#asks#forty-lou
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Fighting the voices of making a twst oc that's shipped with Kalim. They could be a wholesome couple 🥺 (wholesome and inadvertently chaotic)
#: ̗̀➛ 𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖔𝖓 rambles ✧˖*°࿐#This is mostly because Kalim is canonically 17#And as a 19 year old going 20#It would feel incredibly weird to put him and my s/i together#So I can make the oc more my yuusona (except they're not my persona at all)#And they can be the one who falls into twisted wonderland as yuu :D#Now to think of a design name and personality <33#My yuu answers in the game itself is more optimistic yet realistic and sometimes tired#Someone who shows potential in dire situations but can be quite ditzy in normal situations#LMFAO WAIT WHAT IF I DRAGGED ONE OF MY NORMAL OC'S INTO TWST 😭😭#imagining either Ezekiel or Python falling into twst unironically 😭#Ezekiel and his mean ass very sarcastic and bluntness would irritate so many people#And python would be the best pal of everyone because of his optimistic and golden retriever personality#Python would miss his brother and dad though and I can't bear to break up my happy little family of three...#And Ezekiel wouldn't really fit as yuu since he actually does have “magic”#Very uncontrollable powers that only Tyson and Luciel can help with#.... Now I'm just rambling about my existing oc's 💀#Oooo but imagine oliver being sucked into another world#His golden retriever ass would get everyone to love him because who wouldn't love him#Except he's canonically taken so that's also a no#Can't go with Elijah or Kota because they're together and they would not survive without each other#Elijah wouldn't even be able to cope with being in another world because he has so much going on in his irl already#Hehe I could do mean x sweetheart with Ilyas and Kalim but Ilyas is wayyy to old for Kalim#And Ilyas is my beloved so I'm not sharing him easily#Oh I just thought of oc lore for aeron#... I forgot I had an angel oc my gf gifted to me#Wouldn't it be funny if this oc just randomly got sucked into a new world and can't for the love of the gods get back home#It'd be a funny story to tell when they do get back though
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ALL MOVED IN TO MY NEW PLACE!!! took us six hours to drive all my shit to the new place, and about three hours to get the rats settled, play furniture tetris, sit on the ground waiting for pizza, sit on the ground eating pizza, put my bed together, play more furniture tetris, and get the bunnies settled, but now I am cozy wozy in my bed hehe :3c unpacking and decorating will commense tomorrow but for now. rest
#in LOVE with my new room wahhh#and the house obvi#don't think I've lived somewhere w this much charm since the like 100 year old huanted farm house when I was ten#so excited to have a porch 😭😭😭#also shoutout to my best friend for carrying all the heavy stuff down the stairs and being so excited for me wah#after like 9 hours of moving she was like 'I just want to start decorating Now' 😭😭😭😭😭😭#and she might come over Again tomorrow to help decorate because she's so excited about it I love her so much 😭#still have not 100% processed that I have moved to an entirely new house because as previously mentioned#it was a deeply impulsive decision#but I'm very excited hehe#anyway now to read some fanfiction and then fall asleep at 10pm#I was gonna take a shower but I am so tired I don't think I could actually stand there and wash myself AJGSNDJDK#ghost posts#text
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My sister’s graduation day 😤 let’s go 👏🏽
#gosh it’s gonna be a long day and I’m running on two hours of sleep again#i only get the chance to work at night because I don’t have ✨privacy✨#and I’ve been going to bed late and waking up even more tired than usual and my mom’s been scolding me for it#and now I’ve had to tell her what I’m doing and I feel like I just gave another piece of me away again#everything I am everything I do has to be for other people#im so tired when will I give my last piece away 🥹#this was to make ME proud of ME I was doing it for myself and now I feel like it’s for her#and then she’s going to tell my dad and now it’s for him too#also I can’t even cry about it because she HAS to know why I’m upset#she keeps glancing up at me and talking to me in bits#all I have left is my emotions 🥹#anyhow sorry to start the day off so gloomy and depressing I have literally nothing to be sad about I’m very privileged#sorry you guys see me being a baby constantly 🥺 I really do have a good life and shouldn’t be complaining#here’s to a better day for us all#melifails#now i feel like a jerk subjecting you all to this😭 sorry sorry let’s move on#im gonna be a busy bee hopefully I can squeeze in a time for a nap#😭 I don’t waaaaaannnnnaaa sit for hours in the California heat MAYBE with the sun hitting us in the face#our football field is NOT kind in this way#hopefully my sister gets the shady side but even then the sun will hit us in the face eventually just not as long#im !!! excited!!!! I bought ice cream for today 👏🏽 I originally bought choco chip and minto moose tracks?? my sister loves mint flavor#so I bought mint Oreos too so she can eat them with her ice cream 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽#i assume we’re getting take out of some sort so that; ice cream; and uuuuuuu I don’t remember anything else I bought; my best friend did#bring us snacks yesterday!!! pretzels and cookies!!! so that!!!#okay brain no work no more I gotta get dressed love you muah muah muah
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finally made an ultrakill blog
ultrakill yayyy woooo woohooo hoorayyyy yippiee wooo yeahhhh pumps fists in air wooooooo
#im gonna try to maintain a tagging system#vp.texts#? for text posts like this ?/??#vp only because that the name of my 1st ultrakill oc v-p i love him very much#named the blog after act 1 bc i couldn’t think of a creative name#i spent so long trying to edit the theme for this blog#like the custom profile yk 😭#im tired it 3 am#why did i start making this blog late at night waaahhh#anyways trying to get the music to work was the hardest part i have a small brain#this blog will get exactly 6 posts before i forget i need to keep posting about things#on the blog theme i put a drawing of v-p this makes me go yippieee !!!!!!!! yipppoipieeeeee !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thumbs up emoji#i still need to fix the blog theme so i’ll be doing that.. to the best of my ability#need to say that this whole time from creation of this blog to now i’ve been fighting against the effects of melatonin#raaaagh
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i go on twt to catch up with f1 and while i was on a little break: italian has become an ethnicity just to claim to have another home gp (very wrong), fred has to calm charles and painz after every gp, fred always thought of carlos seat as available, alex stays in williams but that was kinda obvious. The winner is fred piloting not one but two planes straight into the c² tower
#hello hi i'm not dead or abducted by aliens just exams season and after spending most of my day looking at a screen#i don't want to look at more screens 😭 so sorry if i'm just active around race week but i'm so so so tired this one exam is killing me#the prof is cukoo and notes are a mess and it's very important#and yeah sucks#but i hope everyone i always see in my notes and my moots are alright and having the best time ❤️#rambling
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Damn I need to get teased within an inch of my life so that the stress can leak out of me please
#ramble#vent#gimmetag#I'm very very tense and stressed and need a hug#I'll try answering dms and anons I've missed I'm truly sorry that I suck so bad at that#I'm just tired but I'm too afraid to sleep#I'm being melodramatic but the statement stems from truth#I feel like such a loser but tickling/sex and Fortnite are literally the only things that make me feel better#I'm too depressed to do anjghing else my dad sucks all of my energy#I need to fall into a hug and sleep pls hmu volunteers😭#I like sleeping around awake people that's when I sleep my best#YouTube videos used to fill that hole but now I just can't stop thinking of myself as such a loser#mt dad turned 60 and hes depressed and he thinks out loud so I'm hearing really depressing stuff#and nothing I do helps so I just have to soak up his pain and somehow wanna live to see 60????#if you heard the carousal of stuff he repeats every breath that im with him you'd go crazy too#anyway im trying to get out of my frozen state so o can take pills and masturbate and cry lmao#FUCK I NEED A REAL HUG😭
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I still have 5 hours left in my shift 😭😭😭
#I just….#really wanna go home today#not having a good day. I started my period this morning and then I got to work and found out only me and one other opener were there but our#opening manager wasn’t here yet so she was late and we spent the next 20 minutes rushing to get everything set up before we opened#and then we immediately started getting customers and it’s just been busy and I’m tired and just don’t feel good bc of my period#and then so far I’ve had 2 of my least favorite customers come through the drive thru where I’m working#one is this dude who’s just fucking annoying another is the guy that asked for my number a few months ago who I haven’t seen since I turned#him down so I took his order and then made someone else deal with him at the window#and then it got busy with everyone ordering drinks like hot coffees which meant I had to walk from our drive thru out to the lobby bc my#coffees were out bc everyone wants coffee today but when I would do that I would still have to be taking orders#and then someone cleared a few specialty coffees off the barista screen without making them while the person was sitting in the drive thru#so I had to make those while doing other stuff too and people were asking me questions#and I was just getting very overstimulated and annoyed plus I’m hungry#and I just want to leave and go home and sleep but it’s my best friend’s birthday so she’s probably gonna want to do something later but I#just don’t feel up to it and I know she’s probably ready to hang out because she’s been off for 10 days with Covid so she’s well rested now#for her birthday but 😭😭😭 I just want to crash into my bed so hard and not wake up until noon tomorrow#also the coworker I work with every day and don’t like is here today unfortunately#and also all of the speakers we use to play music in the back are dead right now and I just want to play music#first world problems but I have so little patience today
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Me: I’m exhausted, I really need to take the weekend to recover. Maybe do some laundry
Also me: builds and sets up server, moves discord bot hosting to said server, performs minor computer surgery
#none of those things involved lying down 😭#BUT most of this stuff has been on my to do list for a while I just needed to hit up a best buy#i’m very tired and but I only cried like three times and also I can finally play the sims again#(i should upgrade the ram too but that’s a future LT problem)#LT talks
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diversity loss! those ppl correctly gendering u assumed you're straight..
#well 'correctly gendering' they genuinely just saw me as Some Guy i think so automatically referred to me as he#anyway there are a group of usually four to five ppl at the train station nearest to me who stop u and talk to you about sj stuff and/or as#you to donate. so stuff like immigrant rights lgbtq+ rights the environment et cetera & they were eyeing me when i was approaching (to#potentially be stopped & talked to etc. i get stopped like. 80% of the time around there) but then turned back towards each other and said#something along the lines of 'oh this is so scary this is so hard he's so scary' and then didn't stop me to talk and literally as i walked#away (i was JUST past them some ppl rlly do not wait for someone to be out of earsight to tall abt them) one of them said 'his face looked#good (as in approachable & a potential Person To Converse With) but the rest of him....straight man. look at that blouse.'#the previous sentence loosely quoted but it was smth like that...........WTF DO U MEAN STRAIGHT MAN??? TAKE THAT BACK PLEASE I BEG 😭🙏#<<<<<< also they meant cis straight man specifically i'm pretty sure...which is the absolute worst part of that whole assumption.#ALSO what's wrong with my blouse.........#thanks 4 the gender euphoria though. much obliged 👍#double also i don't think i'm using this meme setup thingie in the way it is supposed to be used but it makes sense either way. to me.#TRIPLE ALSO we're just assuming that if someone is a straight man they immediately don't gaf about social justice stuff?? okay.....#i mean i get it but also big generalization. but also i get it. but also big generalization. anyway. in other news i found out my grandma#used to write my grandpa actual poems. like ACTUAL actual poems of the professional sort that she made up and wrote down herself to give#to him <3333#& more news though this one is not very surprising and in fact very predictable I AM SO SLEEPY TIRED. ZONK TOWN I'M COMING DON'T U WORRY❗❗#just need to read the newspaper (the mutuals' posts of 2day) and then i am going to bed IMMEDIATELY u best believe.
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An incel is anyone who is unable to form romantic relationships with others whether that be through social handicaps or unattractiveness. When someone says you're a incel they're basically saying your socially handicapped to the point where you are incapable of forming bonds with people.. It's sad enough not being able to find a partner. But to not be able to even keep friends? That's a whole new low. That's what they meant by that.
I always thought it meant a guy who couldn't get women to date him because he thinks he's superior and entitled to women, and treats them horribly because of it. yet still expects them to be attracted to him and thinks he deserves their attention and demands sex from them because he sees them as objects to please him and not actual humans. or something like that. so applying that to friends doesn't make sense to me 😅
so if you just simply mean I struggle to make and keep friends because I have a disability that directly causes that struggle, then that's just being autistic lol
#ive never heard that word be described in this way before. its always a very bad and negative term for men who arent a good person#so is anon trying to ask or say if im a bad person and thats why i have no friends? am i a bad person and dont realize it? 😭 i try my best!#try my best to be a good person and treat all with respect!#but maybe im thinking too much into it? blame the autism. thats how it works haha#brain too tired for this tbh 😅#bht ive never related to the term or thought of it as my problem with friends so answer is still no either way lol
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Okay I know I don’t shut up about it but let me scream okay 😭
#I just saw a post on Twitter about the feeling of not having teenage romantic interaction and how it leaves you feeling really wrong#and everyone in the comments is like 17-19 and here I am at 25 thinking about how#well anyways I’m sorry I know it’s silly I’m just a little tired is all#being lonely stinks 🫠 and I don’t ever want y’all to feel burdened by my feelings#so I try not to make those feelings seem so big#I should start tagging these again#my talk posts ? I used to tag them but I would forget#I guess I’ll do that from now on#melifails#oh oh since I already made this post I might as well blab#I 😭 am high key tempted to download tinder#I don’t *want* to actually use it I just wanted to see 👉🏽👈🏽#but I think you need an account and idk I don’t wanna seem desperate#not in a shaming other people and myself type of way#absolutely not I think it’s awesome that it exists#I mean in a ‘my mom used to brag about how I didn’t care about boys only school to all the family members at parties’ type of way#in a ‘Melissa be honest are you a lesbian?’ badgered type of way#in a ‘because if you are I love you’ ‘no boys just don’t like me’ type of way#in a ‘never admitting to my mom I’m very lonely and only alive for my family’ type#of way#that one didn’t let me finish 🗣️#anywyas I feel very shallow because this doesn’t really matter does it#there are real problems in the world and I’m but a spec of dust waiting to be scooped up by the broom#🧎🏽♀️ I’m sorry I’m making it seem like a bigger deal than it really is#I’ll be better about it#all that aside#my best friend invited me to go to universal in September and I 😤😤 I gotta prepare myself for the burden of prolonged outdoor activities#🥺 tbh I’m scared I’m not going to fit in the seats for the rides#that’s how we became friends: she stuck with me when I didn’t fit on a ride. I never told her that was the day I loved her and it still make#me cry. forever grateful for her and I want her to be happy she’s the Eli I’m always talking about :3 anyways this is my last tag (30limit)
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